Rudy Francisco @ The Big Saturday Slam Invitational 2/20/10
“Was there ever a moment in your life where you just wanted to be more than what you were built for?”
Wow.
Rudy Francisco @ The Big Saturday Slam Invitational 2/20/10
“Was there ever a moment in your life where you just wanted to be more than what you were built for?”
Wow.
… and I have yet to write a single page.
This is when I remember that I have something bigger than myself looming overhead. That a certain quest must be undertaken to fulfill my obligation to my past and future self.
Where do I start?
Does it matter? Just start.
I am almost 24.
Far from where I thought I’d be. Or am I?
Done with undergrad? Check.
So I guess that’s done with. Now what?
1) Figure out where my life is heading now that I’m done.
2) Tip top shape. What type of body do I want and for what purpose.
3) Handle finances carefully and thoroughly. Go through with Operation Sparta or not.
4) Increase my intelligence to top shape. Read up on LSATs or whatever I’m gonna be working on.
And more to be added and amended later.
ATOM (Another Theory of Mine):
Maybe life is about seeing where you are now, seeing where you want to be, and thinking about how to make that happen. And not just thinking- making it happen.
Ergo- I’m going to class today. Fuck. Am I? We shall see.
I think I can shift myself into different forms. Not personalities. Just forms that are better at different tasks.
Blue: Cold as ice. Stone faced and able to be coldhearted. Useful in situations that need me to be as emotionless as possible.
Red: Angry as fuck.
Black: Determined.
And so forth. We’ll see how far this keeps up. I morph my mental status continually.
Nor Scooter.
Move the fuck on, Dan. Fucking do it already.
I think the idea of multiple personalities/alter egos are awesome. Humm. Or maybe I should be thinking that my other thoughts are espers. Yeah- espers. Awesome.
So- time to use my intelligent+ esper. Let’s do this shit already.